Not every step is a step in the right direction.
Not everything broken can be fixed or patched.
Sometimes you have to let go in order to keep moving forward.
Learn from past mistakes and find a way to avoid them in the future.
Pain and problems are persistent, but so is joy, hope, and happiness.
On May 7th my son had a major meltdown at his daycare provider. Probably one of the worst ever. Step by Step, Tear by Tear, we get through it. We talk about people, their reactions and perceptions, his reactions and perceptions, and try to set the clues and actions that can be considered in the future...he knows the conversations and finishes my sentences for me. He knows what I'm going to say and why. He is remorseful, but we both know that the next time it happens he may still not be able to change course.
Stress at my current job hit an all-time high recently, and a conversation with a manager convinced me that this was the end of the line...no more solutions possible. I build various philosophical sayings based on situations with my job...it helps me to remember the obstacles and the paths around them. Apathy never goes unpunished. Until you forget what you think you know and what you think is possible you will never know what is truly attainable. Don't believe everything you think. You can't fill a full cup.
On June 1st I start a new job. So on to new obstacles and challenges, and hopefully less stress.
My heart goes out to you, and your son. As long as you both communicate with each other hopefully the next meltdown won't be so major only minor to none.... I know it's easier said than done.
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